Or the Americans or the African old dad and dad who send the son to America to study abroad as I saw in the magazine Chi Life is a newspaper I hate as much as I hate Paris Match and Time and Reader’s Digest and André Malraux’s gestures. Cat That’s what I do I read books I drink tea poster. Why do I often cry silently in the dark at night? I feel that my life is too lonely and that life is full of sympathy and sometimes I smile because I think that I am the embodiment. of the misconception why I often cry at night because I am too lonely to be alone in the universe.